The truth ...dealing with depression and other things

[lilmomma02]

 

There are so many shows out hereThey should do a  show for people who help others all around them for no reason other than its the right thing to do. Now though im going to use myself as an example there are plenty like me out there. Often i see strangers who need money stuck on the road and i give it to them there where times when ive helped someone and they have told me what i did really affected them in a positive way. I love God and he put me hear to encourage people truly encourage them because now adays thats what people need. I see so many losing jobs, love ones, feeling like there all alone. I myself had two children didnt have the support of there fathers. Was in the military during 9/11 and found myself taking over the counter drugs everyday just to get by i took stay awake pills to pull duty and watch my kids and i took night medecine to sleep it became a patterned. I married out of the desire to not be alone but realized he was not the for me making me more depressed and wanting to kill myself. I found out i had extreme post partum depression and had carried all my failures around and relieved them over and over.I didnt want to take drugs i found God he turned everything around for me taught me my self worth because if you dont love yourself you cant love anyone else and began turning me in the direction i needed to go. I stay with my parents i am an average everyday mommy the love of my life is near by and we want to get married(no time soon though). Im going to school for business and plan to get a bachelors in pyschology to help woman who have gone thru similar things like this. People need to know there not alone and though what they are doing is bad that there is a way to stop and they can get help and change there life. Depression is serious and its taking more and more people everyday and instead of judging someone try to help or pray for them you have no idea what your words are doing to a person who has this problem.

[BrandyBaby22]

Aug. 11, 2009 at 12:27 PM I wish I had someone like you to talk to and help me out just to help out and not do it to get something in return. I have no family where I'm at and I feel lonely and depressed a lot of times. It's hard because not too many people understand except God of course.

[divinity80921]

Aug. 11, 2009 at 1:26 PM

It sounds like you are moving in the right direction, sweetie.

[djmommy2]

Aug. 11, 2009 at 2:36 PM

Good that you've chosen God over anything else and that you're using your testimony to drive you to help others. Truly Kingdom-minded...