I LOVE MY NOAH!!!

[GillyMarie]

 Ok I know all mothers feel this way but I LOVE MY SON!!

No really, I don't even think that love covers it....I know I have always wanted to be a mother and after 2 losses I was desperate to become one but I never imagined it would feel like this. He is perfect! He is healthy,  he is hitting all of his milestones early, he is adorable and he is oh so happy. I got so lucky with him. He has been sleeping through the night since he was 8 wks, he doesn't need to be held all the time, he barely cries or fusses and definitely doesn't do it without reason. If he isn't sleeping he is smiling and talking and taking in the world. I feel so badly for those sleep deprived parents whose babies cry non-stop. I truly know I am fortunate.  I have never felt frustrated or annoyed with Noah.  I truly believe God made him especially for me. Noah understands his Mommy and my needs and I understand his!!  ......but I am scared to death..... Could I be this lucky??? Could I be this blessed???? Really... me???? Or is this too good to be true, is something bound to go terrible wrong..... a horrible personality flaw, I cant help but think the worse but every single day I remind myself to live in the moment and enjoy my little boy, and how could I not .. he is SO adorable.

  

2 weeks

 

 

4 months

[sylviapike26]

Aug. 19, 2009 at 10:53 AM

Sweetie just enjoy it!  Some people get good, happy babies and some don't.  Now I am not saying anything about what kind of toddler he will be cause Caleb was a really good baby and he can be a holy terror now, but that is just toddlerhood....LOL  I just love Noah's hair!  Jakey is still quite bald....LOL  Enjoy your baby while you can cause they grow too fast and see what I told you about him being a boy wouldn't matter at all once he got here.  Baby boys hold special places in mommy's hearts.  I am so happy for you that he is doing so well.  Sorry I haven't been on much.  Gotta go.  Talk to you soon.