Just tired of being tired and doing everything ....

[jamiendansmommy]

OK  I am so pissed right nowe I can't even see straight .I live with my bf our 2 kids his mom and his sister with her kids . I feel like I am nothing but a live in baby sitter. I am only 27 years old . My kids are my life we just recently had my daughters 4th birthday . And then I took them to mmet her headstart teacher which went great . And now today I feel like I am doing everything I am just so tired of doing everything for my kids without hardly any help from my SO. Yeah I give him the fact that he works . But when he comes home he just goes about his business . And to top it off I feel like I am also taking care of my bfs neices like giving them dinnner when their mother is perfectly able to do that . I take her kids places . We just went to the zoo. And it seems like I am always taking care of someone else or something that I shouldn't be . I got into an argument with my SO and was called all his fave names to call me . You know I do EVERYTHING I am the one that takes our son to his therapy appointments not him . I was the one that sat threw a meeting to start transistioning him into the school system while his father just sat outside in the car .I am the one that has the kids ALL the TIME I mean I would NEVER EVER trade my kids for anything in the whole wide world . I would just love alittle bit of help . thats it . He goes out everynight to play poker or videogames with his friends . Granted the kids are in bed but do you all think that he helps put them to bed . Fraid not its all momma . You know have him help me alittle bit ,do things with us as a family . Even also do things with just me . I am always on his side no matter if hes right or if hes wrong . You know the saying STAND BY YOUR MAN!!! Thats exactly what I am doing . I just Wish that he would send me that same respect and love that I give him.....I just don't know what to do .Ok enough well I am going to close I love my kiids