This was me for the last week - F you weight loss! I'm going to eat my body weight in junk.

So, I've gained 5 lbs. OK so that doesn't sound bad. But I've been trying to 3 months to break the 140 mark.  I got down to 138(YAY)! Then I SLACKED.  I thought that it would be OK to treat myself to McDonald's. NOT OK AT ALL.

cannot control myself when I eat fast food processed crap.  I lose all my self control and binge and binge and binge.  I've eaten fast food every day for the last week.  Result- 5 lbs heavier and I basically just kicked all my hard work in the teeth. 

I'd finally gotten myself to the point where I thought I could control this.....this...addiction.  This fast food addiction.  But I guess I'm not there yet.  So here I am- right back at square one learning to control myself all over again. 

I'm really at the point where I think that this junk fast food is addicting.  I've cried when my husband won't get it for me.  It feel like I have to have it.  I can't describe what happens when I don't get it.  I feel starved, miserable, and irritable.  I feel like at addict and honestly, I think I am.

I'M A FAST FOOD ADDICT.

So the new me starts NOW. Not TOMORROW. NOW.

No more fast food. None. Period. I will be giving my husband ALL my cash and my debit card to control until I can get myself under control again.  Yes- it's that serious.  I know that if I can find PENIES to pay for junk, I will. I can't have money on me right now.  I will spend it all on fast food. 

So that's that.  125lbs- I'M COMING FOR YOU!

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xChas...
Aug. 20, 2009 at 10:53 PM

Once you don't eat it for a while, it actually won't be appealing anymore. You can do it. :o)

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Krist...
Aug. 20, 2009 at 11:04 PM

I remember being addicted to fast food once upon a time. Then I workedat a place for 2 months and now I don't touch it unless I don't have any other options.

This method does NOT work for everyone. My brother's fast food addiction got worse when he worked at fast food places.

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auror...
Aug. 21, 2009 at 10:54 AM

I used to be too, a few years ago.  Go watch SuperSize Me, that crap really IS addicting!  Be strong girl. :)

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Rissa...
Aug. 21, 2009 at 12:06 PM

I've watched super size me!  I gave a speech on this crap in college! I guess I didn't get the message. What's bad is I don't even like the food.  I LOVE fresh food.

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pract...
Sep. 28, 2009 at 10:32 PM

oh my gosh it is so true lol its sad and those stupid delicious commercials done make it better.........

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