Finally feeling good,blabbing randomly

[audreybaby]

So im not sick any more which is such a good thing to say .. bc last week was a literal hell for me. im just happy kyleigh is happy and healthy. we have a dr. apt. wednesday at 3pm i think. last time i see this doctor bc i think she is rude and isnt as personalized as i would like and it isnt an intimate situation and since this is my first i want it to be.. maybe ill look into a midwife a little more. im not too sure yet. my friend lauren polchoke is pregnant and im so happy for her. her and alan are getting marriend soon and they both wanted a baby.. shes like 7-8- or 9 weeks pregnant.. i dont remember. lol havent talked to her in a couple weeks.. ive heard shes been sick.. ihear that i remember super early pregnancy. tommarow i am officially 22 weeks and im so happy. to think im over half way ther is kind of crazy. my friend sarah . gave me her carseat which is neutral ... and it was sitting in the living room last night and it made the baby seem so real.. not that it hasnt always been real.. but it seems so close now.. and to know im going to need that carseat.. in 18 weeks at the most.. was a big realazation for me. she always bout me the sweetest going home outfit when i get a camera phone again i will take pics and put them up.im hoping at our dr. apt thursday i hear she is growing well.. and her weight is on track a nd you know all the good stuff. this apt. i will find out the results of my blood tests. which i figure all should come back fairly good.. bc ne emergency.. she would have called me back already right? well she isnt a very good dr.. so maybe not.. loltoday is aarons dads bday.(happy b-day gary) im not sure how old he is and i dont want to ask lol. dont ask dont tell just celebrate another year of life lived right.in other news. i hate aarons mom << (the devil)more than ever now. last night she seen the outfit were going to bring kyleigh home in.. its a blue jacket with pokadots and lots of pink all over it.. she was like thats kind of boyish... and i was like well we liked it.. and then she seen the orthodontic pacifiers we bough and was like. omg. ur not going to give her pacifiers right and i was like yeah we are. the dr. says it reduces her risk of SID's significantly.. and she was like i cant believe your going to listen to those crazy medical dr.'s...  iwas like.. omg.. why.. she just says things to hurt my feelings.. she knew what her comments would do and yet she said it ne way..  oh well she should get her disabilty soon. i am praying for that at least.. if there is a god.. she will get it soon lol.. i cant have a baby around that crazy woman. and if she gets her check she wants a car and a place of her own..i am going to force her out when she has money.. im only being nice for now bc she has no one and nothing.. and its sad for her to have drove everyone away.. although i would love to leave her homeless... im not heartless..well thats really all i have to say right now.. ohh. and kyleigh is kicking away right now.. haha.. she hates his mom as much as i  do.. lol.. when i talk about her.. she gets mad.. she knows. everything she has done to us. lol. well have a good night.

Audrey