Not ready for her to be two.

[KaraElizabeth]

I've been more emotional since having Kairi. I know that's normal. But this past month it's been even more so than usual. Obviously the first thing I did was take a pregnancy test and I am not. But my one and only child is going to be two years old on the 7th of september, less than two weeks. Everytime I think about it I tear up. My husband and I were shopping for her birthday card yesterday and I was blubbering like an idiot in Hallmark. I don't know why it's effecting me so much. I mean yes I want her to stay little longer like most other moms, but this seems like it's excessive. Oh well I'll push through it and hopefully I can smile like the proud momma I am at her birthday party instead of crying like a baby which will make her cry too.