Random facts about me and how far God has brought me

[lilmomma02]

1. I use to be addicted to pills, alcohol , and men Sometimes at once seemed i thought i could find my worth from those things

2,  My kids are by two different fathers who i didnt marry nor get child support from i realize that i sound crazy but my kids where MINE my gift from God if they didnt want to be apart i didnt want them to be

3. I moved my whole life as a military brat and then as a solidier. Until i was 11 i didnt realize my skin color was a problem until i came back to the states.

4. Im mixed with so many great races i feel like the Ultimate American..lol

5. Im goofy im a geek and I LOVE IT

6. Ive been a dealer, a goon, a stripper, and a sex operator( and God still forgave me interesting huh)

7.My DF is a rapper and he understands me better than any man ive ever been with , though i am saved santified and filled i think that some who judge are losing there mind. Because if you look back on what God brought you from u might hush ...(just a thought)

8. THough im probably going to get jumped on for this I never take what people say in politics seriously instead i pray ALOT ...because honestly Americas a  mess and only the Lord himself can help us(once again if you dont agree i understand)

9.  Im an only child who was raise by a drill sergeant father and a tomboy mom...THE WORD CANT is not in my vocab and i can do just about anything i put my mind to(so can u ).

10.  Though my dad loves me to death he raised me to think like a man so sometimes i confuse my own self ..lol

11. My kids are genious(but i could be bias on that one)

12. I have two sisters who i just met in ATL and I have a brother who is from new york (btw im an only child) i make my own family it doesnt matter what you like what you believe or what you been through i love you anyway and if where fam i will be there till God calls me home

13. Once your in my heart you never leave i still love my ex but we realize it was not meant to be. Im cool with my kids fathers even though they dont do anything for me

14. I want to be a womans counselor and am going to school to pursue that . If you have been thru alot in life it seems kinda selfish not to help someone with what you have been thru( ofcourse again my opinion)

15. I call God (Big daddy) Jesus ( J) and the Holy Ghost( BB Big Brother) i made it personal for myself and WHO SAYS you cannot. 

16. I am a comical, loving person who believes in self expression and love how God made me so if you find me goofy or geeky, if times you dont understand me or it seems like im off in left field dont worry God will bring me back to the right soon more than likely im all the way over there cause i need to be at that moment.

I say all that to say this you never know who God uses or why , Titles dont matter , Schoool dont matter to God so lets start thinking out of the Box God needs all kinds of people even interesting charectors like me

BE ENCOURAGED LADIES

[barby402000]

Aug. 26, 2009 at 10:34 AM

Wow! You sound like a wonderful person. And...I agree. God needs all kinds of people to carry out his plan.

[CinnamonBuns]

Aug. 26, 2009 at 10:43 AM

Thats great that you have grown and learned from your hardships and choose to help people with what you have been through.