Well this sucks.

[sweetphoenix529]

Delta Career Education Corporation?  Apparently I was mistaken.  The job i was planning to interview for tomorrow, the ideal job for me, the administrative position, was not an administrative position.  Becaise i applied for all of the jobs so late, I didn't realize which ones I had actually applied for.  This one is actually an admissions representative for tech schools.  Essentially, a sales position.  Which is bullshit.  I don't want a sales position.  This job requires you to travel, to train, to chase people down and enroll them into career training.  And that's fine and good.  And I'm sure that I should go to the interview because it is a good opportunity.  But I am getting a very bad feeling about it.  I'm getting panicky and irritable and I'm not prepared, I don't have my resume, nor do I have my nails done, and my child will be missing his nap so that I can go.  I can't find any delta corp in my town-or anywhere near it- and so I'm not sure how they are hiring representatives for my area.  They want someone with a BA and I don't have an associates even.  Or, they'll take someone with the equivalent, essentially 3 years of experience.  I don't have that either.  Who knows, maybe I will interview well.  But I don't want to go. 
I was so excited for tomorrow.  I was going to quit smoking, land this great admin job, my mom's last day of chemo.  And i really am starting to dread the day.  My house is a mess, im stressed already, it's almost 2am, Rusty and I are arguing because I just can't stand him anymore, my toenails are as long as Titanic, and now i figure out, a little late, that this is not the job I thought it was.  So I didn't get a call from the job I applied for, and this really seems like it's lacking.  The website is shady, the requirements and my resume don't add up, my head hurts and my back is killing me. Oh, and I got my period today. 
How much can go wrong in  a day?  Oh, owowowow leg cramp!  Ow ow ow leg cramp leg cramp leg cramp!
My son of a bitch boyfirend thinks its funny to make my cry by brining up sad scenes in movies, and then he snaps at me whenever I don't know whether or not to go to the job interview.  Prick. 
I should go to the interview.  I'll feel a lot better feeling it out, asking some questions, and giving it a chance.  After all, 28-32k a year means that I'll be making more than unemployment, which is good. 
However, I would need to put my baby in daycare, stay up all night preparing, find clothes that fit and aren't smudged with lipstick, like most of my good-clothes-that-fit....i don't want to go.  My brother, who has had no sleep at all, will be keeping my cranky kid..  The interview will take an hour and i have to meet with 4 different people, which makes me wonder if they just select you for a campus?  Are they opening a campus here?  It hasn't been in the news, so i doubt it, which means that either the job doesnt start for months or i would have to travel. 
 I should go.  I have too many questions not to. 
But god damn, i really really don't want to. 
This sucks.  I'm going to bed. 

[momofkids]

Aug. 31, 2009 at 6:50 AM

You should go and get a practice interview in on a job you don't care all that much about.  Then when you get a call for the admin. job you want, you will be better prepared and less nervous.