this will help me feel a little better

[mandielynn23]

i got pregnant by this guy ("db" -short for douchebag) i've known him since i was 17, i'm 23 now. i moved back in with him in january. we were kind of together, but he refused to tell our other roommate (girl) that we decided to get back together. i really wanted things to work out, but he just wouldn't stop lying to ppl about the stupidest crap. so i started seeing other ppl. well, we were drunk one night and had sex, i passed out before he was even done, so i didn't go clean myself up. so my period for february never came. i took a test four days after my expected date to start and there they were, two bold, pink lines. so i told him when i got off work, and he was in denial of course, as he always was. "wait three weeks and take another" blah, blah, blah. then he was saying "it's not mine, you had sex with so and so". (i know for a fact the baby is his, b/c i used a condom with that other guy and the dates add up for the baby to be his) so anyway, when i was about 8 weeks preg his stupid dog (who he used to beat on and is not potty trained) bit me for no reason. he was always growling at ppl and you couldn't make him get off a chair or couch b/c he would growl. so that's when i moved back in with my mom and stepdad. i made db start paying me in august, $50/week. since i could be getting families first (CS). i'm on WIC and EBT (only $16/month though) so here's where it gets bad...the first time he messed up is when he calls and says let's go to the movies and i'll pay you monday. i told him that if can afford $20 for a movie then he could just go on and pay me. so he payed and also took me to the movie. the second time he messed is when he didn't come pay me or call, he sent me a message on myspace and said he was in kentucky building a pool, and that his roommate said i blew his phone up all weekend. so he was able to get on the internet and talk to his roommate, but he couldn't send me a message the day he was supposed to pay to let me know he was out of town? so i know he lied. now, i haven't talked to him since last friday and he was supposed come give me $30 this friday and he's got his phone (which is owned by his job) going straight to voicemail. i'm not putting up with this anymore, i don't care what his excuse is. so i called the shop he works for today and they said he was out working, but he's got on his myspace status "wonderin what to do about the pool job, guess it's time to go job shoppin". so i don't really know whats going on now. i sent him a message last night saying that if he doesn't want to be a part of our lives to just tell me and all that kind of stuff. oh, and i'm not going through the courts b/c i don't want him to have a chance at any custody rights. he can not be trusted with a small child and neither can is dog. i don't want my kid crawling around on carpet that has dog pee and poo on it.

[littlemommy81]

Aug. 31, 2009 at 7:47 PM

Hey sweetheart! I know it hard but everything will be OK! He is a dirt bag and you and your sweet baby don't need him. I would love a chance to met him and give him a piece of my mind or kick his ass. Amanda You are such an awesome person don't let him get you down.