And the horror movie continues!!

[sweetiowamommy]

So since my last post I just found out my friend who was trying, whom I told everyone if she gets pregnant I will go completly insain and possibly kill her, as just informed me this morning that she is infact pregnant and they hadnt even started trying yet!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! First my Husbands ex wife, then my friends husbands ex now my friend!! The three women on this planet that I know that dont deserve to be pregnant are now, as of today, all PREGNANT!!!!!!! Wtf is going on up there?!?! Come on!! Well I never caught a fucking break?!?! I... JUST... CANT... TAKE... IT... ANY... MORE!!!!!!!! What should I do? Where should I go? Who should I talk to? I am about to call the local psycologist and set up and appointment before I completly SNAP!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOPS!! To late.

[brokenmelody]

Aug. 31, 2009 at 9:49 PM

I TOTALLY feel you. This was me 6 months ago. My best friend got pregnant and she had told me a few months earlier that it was the WORST thing that could happen to her. She didn't even want a baby!

My cousin has 5 kids all by different dads, she lost custody of them because she let her boyfriends rape one of the girls. SHE got pregnant again, and I had been trying over two years! You can imagine how angry and disappointed I was. THEN, my step-son's girlfriend got pregnant, and they don't have jobs or anything!

The happy ending to this story is that I found out shortly after all that that Clomid worked for us. I'm now about 13 weeks. Hang in there mama!

[sweetiowamommy]

Sep. 1, 2009 at 1:44 PM Aw Congrats mama! Im happy for you! Im only happy for the ones, like me, who have been trying for months and months. Not the ones who werent even trying or who even WANT the baby. Makes me sick that they are the ones who always end up pregnant. Im still keeping my head up and I know our time will come whether it be by our own hands, chemically inhanced, surgically inhanced, or adopted we will get our baby! Im so glad Im not the only one who feels that way!

(Original Poster)