Optimism is a charm.

[sweetphoenix529]

My magick is real. 

I decided that I would in fact go to my scheduled interview today.  So, I got up this morning and straightened my hair, got myself smelling pretty and my son smiling, dropped him off with my bro, went to my doctors AND made it to the interview (would have been on time had it not been for construction, but i was only 7 minutes late and not the latest.  Yay. 
First of all, my doctor said to "get the damn mirena out" because "That's no way to live."  He also prescribed me Chantix to help me quit smoking.  Now, I just need to set a date, get to the drug store, and see what happens.  My Dr. is awesome. 
The interview was not what i expected, but when  I went in i just got this really good feeling about it.  I was so excited by the time that I left that i even followed up with our interviewers.  It was a group interview and the two gentlemen leading it did a presentation about the company, then had us present ourselves, somewhat, and then basically wrapped up.  They mentioned at the very end that they had designed these group interviews in order to see how we all interacted in social situations, which is a great menthod, i think.  The reason we aren't aware of them around here is because the school here doesn't open until November.  It looks like I could really make some great money doing it and i am feeling so optimistic.  I know not to get my spirits up too much...I am the least qualified interviewee they have with no BA and no admissions experience, while the people I interviewed with had their own businesses at one point, did sales, graduated with marketing degrees, etc etc.  It really makes me sad to think that I won't get the job, but I doubt I will.  Still, im feeling optimistic.  I think that I made a great impression and I know that if I get the chance to return for a second interview, I can really land it. 
JD was alright today actually.  The afternoon was shaky...I think that between missing his nap and getting so messed up this morning, he really was just not in the mood for any BS.  But we managed.  Rusty and I curled up tonight and took a nap...okay i think he took a nap with me, but I'm not sure.  I may have just continued to think he was there, because i woke up and 5 minutes later rolled over to see if he was asleep, because i could have sworn i heard him snoring.  And now I'm awake, and looking at my disaster of a kitchen...I do really need to get to it tonight, because it is attracting gnats (it isn't THAT bad but we had chicken wings last night and they're still sitting in the sink.)  I also really need to do my write ups for CVHFH. Butttt not right now.  I want tea.