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I didnt think it would hurt me
- Sep 3, 2009 at 10:06 PM
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Those who know me know im strong. But today something shook me to my very foundations. See though im divorced i was still friends with him until today. Today would have been our fifth annivesary and i didnt remember till he reminded me. But i also remember he was daiting another woman just like im engaged myself. But today he told me hes marrying her tomorrow. Ladies i realize i have moved on and I do love my Df but my ex was my friend and today i realized maybe he really wasnt after all. Wake up calls dont feel great though im not crying i feel dead inside just with all that has happened latly but i know God will take me in his arms and hold me through this. Just as he holds me through everything else so i wont vent , i wont cry, i wont die i will wish him the best and move forward and close this chapter in the hardest saga of my past.
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It's OK to vent and cry! This will help you not feel so dead on the inside. Maybe you're numbing out to avoid dealing with the grief of saying goodbye.
God will get you thru this, I know you are right.
Take care of yourself! Good luck, and God's sweetest blessings on you and your future DH and your family!
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