Frick! I'm having one of those days. I feel so blessed lonely and it's not because I'm alone! I feel alone with my shit. DH made two huge promises to me that he couldn't keep. Shouldn't have made them if he wasn't capable of keeping them. They are survival issues for me.

Love the man, can't imagine leaving him but am living w/some major resentment. And no, he didn't cheat. My man is an honest man. He's just a shit!

Hard week. Keep going on crying jags and I'm expecting company in an hour! Bless it!

Think positive, think positive, think about all the things I'm thankful for.

Gulp. Still unsettled.

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debmom07
Sep. 4, 2009 at 2:59 PM

Hang in there dear.  I hope you feel better soon.

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Encha...
Sep. 4, 2009 at 9:05 PM

*hugs*

My heart is with you, sweet one.  I'm sorry that you got hurt.  *sniffle*

You will be in my thoughts & meditations.

Peace to you, my sister.

Love & light...Ceci

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Tinas...
Sep. 5, 2009 at 7:39 AM

hope today is  a better day mama!

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rosei...
Sep. 5, 2009 at 12:16 PM

aww hon, I just saw this now.. I'm so sorry your struggling right now. I'm hoping things are starting to get a bit better now~ I know what you mean about the promises... mine hasn't kept some lately either and its left me hurt and angry. I'm here if ever you need me.

 

Love to you!!!

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madel...
Sep. 7, 2009 at 5:55 PM

I just saw this now. I hope you're feeling better now....I hate days like the one you were having here!

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