my book pt 2

[hpypamom]

i thought this was going to be easy and i was way off. i know i'm one of the many lucky ones but those emotions never leave you. there were a couple of times that i had to stop because i started to cry. i write some more then i stop and think ok what if i put all this hard work into it and then i get rejected? i know i'll keep trying but i get that what if feeling.