Birth day blues

[BunnyCake]

  Tomorrow is going  to be my daughters third birht-day but I'm in so much pain. I had some work done this morning on my tooth, and I need to have my root-canal finished soon. :( I dint want to be a downer on her birth day by being in pain, so I'll suck it up just for her. It's our jobs right? Where supper mom's we can't  let a little pain stop us.

 I just can't believe she is three already, I'm looking at her pics that we took when she was just born. I have laid out a her tiny little clothes on my bed. I can't believe how time flies by so fast. Now my son, his 1st birth day is coming up in four months! then a week later my second daughter is going to be two! Just thinking about hurts my head. They grow up so fast, and I feel like time is slipping away. >.< just before I know it , they will be teens. I'm scared, I'm scared that I wont be able to let go or when they are older I wont see them as teens but still my little babies.

Now my oldest daughter says things "Let me do it, I can do it mommy, stop mommy let me." I'm starting to  tear up some just by thinking about it, I'm crying because I'm so proud of her, to know how fast she has grown, and how she is becoming a "big girl" yet a part of me still wants to baby her and do everything for her. :( 

I should talk to my mom about it tonight, I know it's kind of late, but that woman doesn't sleep. O.O She is the true super mom.