Being me, Behind a curtain...

[Mrs._X]

 

Hello to the woman or women who read this.

 

This is my first post to my Journal. You might be asking.. Why is she Mrs. X well. Because i have found to believe that i need a place where maybe other mom's would like to read my Journal posts of experiences and experience. As a Woman, a mother and a wife. I will be criticized, thrown stones at and maybe even looked on for curiosity. None of this is any of my concern. I just want a place free from judgement. And a place where i can write my inner thoughts, hopes, concerns and beliefs. A lot of it is will be  overwelming and confusing. But i write this for those of you who want to reach out to someone who. Knows what you go through. Which you know you can not agree to outside our society box. Soo as i begin. Let me briefly Introduce myself.

 

I am a Married woman, of going to four Years this Jan. I am married to a hard working Military man. I have a daughter who is the highlight of every morning. I stay at home, i have no real talent. I am somewhat invisible to most people. I carry a lot of baggage from my past. I love a lot, and everyone. Yet i feel forgotten and misunderstood. I am well financially. I have a great big heart, i am honest, straight forward. Unique and sometimes if not always.. Happy.

In this website of Cafe-mom. I want to talk about things that are very much taboo to a lot of women or people in general. I sometimes get these thoughts of disappearing, being unfaithful, feeling powerless, unfeminine, and searching for that little thing called eternal love.

I plan to write my life experiences like a novel. So maybe it could be fun. Because sometimes i just want to write.. whats on my mind.