caring

[lonelyangel58]

Who really cares about the struggles I go through and have been going thru. I have been crying my eyes out aand praying evvery night for some comfort.  I  am miserable. Why can my DH care about me. If he did he would comfort me hold me listen to me.  We have had a really hard coupla weeks espescially financially. This is Sat. and he just got in the car this morning and left and convienietly left his phone home! It is 5:30 now and still nothing.   am tired of living a crappy life all by myself!  We are suppose to be in this together. I have no one to hug me when I hurt listen to me.  I am grateful for my faith in the Lord so help me and carry me.  How long am I expected to go on like this. Ashamed to talk about me, my self esteen is nil. I am a wonderful caring person, but who knows that but me and God.  May the things that brighten my days and my minutes show thru more often. May I laugh again soon. 

[Kellyjude1]

Sep. 13, 2009 at 7:21 AM

Keep your faith and hope in God and things will get better.

[becky64]

Sep. 17, 2009 at 1:51 PM

well lady i am sorry about your hubby. here is a hug for you. sorry your hubby does not understand how you feel or seem to care sometimes. do you read there is a book called "Men are from Mars and women are from venus" it may help you understand just how much men and women are different and men are sometimes do not seem to care i do not know why. also do you like Joyce Myer she is a christain lady and she preaches and teaches on TV and she writes books maybe you need to try to get some her books one that you might like is Beauty for Ashes. i hope things get beeter. just keep the faith and remember when you think nobody cares God does.

[Muzikmom2]

Sep. 18, 2009 at 12:30 AM

Know what you mean.  DH will listen for a little bit then tunes me out.  I think they want to help, but they just don't know what to do and get frustrated then can't deal anymore.  I'm sorry you hurt, it's not fun.  And, I'm sorry you are alone.  Do you get out any, go to church, the mall etc?  Maybe a bubble bath and some retail therapy would do you good.  (I like to try on really expensive rings I can't afford.  Sure I have to give them back, but hey, it's fun while it lasts)  Let's face it, you can only be pinned in the same 4 walls for so long till they close in on you.  Couldd you call any of the ladies from church to help with your new kitchen?  As always i send hugs and a prayer.  Love ya.