lost my sanity

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The reason I have been away, my health life throws things at you that at times you know you can't control, Jan, 2009 My husband got laid off and to this day he still is about 3 weeks ago his back went out and is now in a back brace and since he had surgery already his out come is not good he is losing more and more feeling in his leg and drs. believe his next step is going to leave him in a wheel chair or paralyzed, then he got bite by a brown recluse------lord what next you ask, Courtney is a diabetic her sprained wrist turned out to be a fracture so she is ina cast it comes off on wednesday. had our 7 yr old in the hospital with a fever of 105 from some kind of a virus, thank god they are both doing well, a week ago we had our 30 yr anniversary, then the next day we learn that my husbands 2 to the youngest brother hung hiself, why don't know never seen it coming and got family up here from tennessee and still all in shock, their mom not taking the news very well at all, this is why I have been away so long, I got to be strong now for my family, then never know where I can turn when I need a friend or to just vent, so I just did some major venting-------right now life sucks and wish I could see in the furture, as to when things will get better. I also spend alot more time on facebook then myspace. be glad when my life slows down,