9/15/2009

[Luckybear05]

Today was crazy. So last night I forget about my bracelet and help dad move ggs fridge because mine went out. DUH. i wasnt supposed to leave the house. Court was a bust, guess yesterday we were supposed to have a trial motion. HES CONTESTING the DIVORCE. I gave him something he wanted and hes mad because the idiot didnt file first so hes fighting it. WTF. REALLY chris... its bullshit. I want to get this over with and move the fuck on so i can leave his dumb ass where i found him broke liven at home with his moma. Hes a worthless bitch. Vindictive fucker anyways. All hes doing in the long run is wasting money and hurting the kids. Its cool though, cause threw it all when this is all said and done. I will come out the sain one, I will not let him destroy or take anymore from me or my kids then what hes already done for the past 10 years. I have gotten my self respect back and so much more. 

My lawyer said it could be till feb 2010 before its final or even april. GOD DAMN IT. it all most makes me think he wants to hold on to whatever lame bullshit he cant let die. There is nothing left of us Chris. NOTHING. you just about killed me and i let you. shame on me. LET ME GO. LET THIS HAPPEN. 

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Today in court nothing happened. My son is still in Wichita schools till the end of semester anyway and then im pulling him out. I have no choice but to keep with the old and first order of every other week for now. SOON i will have my children and you will have little to nothing witch is what you deserve. The kids do not deserve this, they do not deserve to have someone trying to rip their family apart like you have. HATE is a strong word, but im starting to hate you.