Brain's have a way with Negative thinking!!!

[Lovemybrayden]

How do you tell yourself that everything will work out when all you can think about is what is going on at that moment. I always try to see the good in any situation, but sometimes it is very hard to keep a smile on your face when you know all you have in your heart is hate for that situation. I know am a good person and have great friends, but for some reason I am having trouble getting myself to believe that being a nurse is something that I am mentally smart enough to do. I am my worst critic. My husband is always telling me not to say "if I become a nurse", If I get into the program", "I am not sure I am smart enough". Which I realize these are things that you shouldn't say if you are trying to achieve something. That brain inside the human body just has ways to switch the positive into negative. The good thing is that Braincan be trained which is a good thing. Because if not I don't think I would have done a lot of things in my life that I have achieved.  Not only the going to school thing is bothering of course, in the middle of all that struggle I am trying to deal with the fact that my family is struggling to survive. The economy is hitting us very hard. Many things that are going on in my mind and body and my soul are hurting right now. I hope I can find some piece in my life and with God, because in the end he's all  I have. I know I have done many sinful things in my life and I don't think God would punish me because of that, because we all are sinners everyday. I am just glad someone has forgiveness for me. It eases my mind some. I like the fact that life is unpredictable because if I knew all that was going to happen to me then I wouldn't have to work with the unknown feeling that keeps me going to see what happens next. I am sure if someone reads this they will be confused lol. When I get going I talk in Deborah Tongue!!!LOL I'm just hopeful for all the American's that have suffered in many circumstances that they find piece in something to keep them sane and away from all the sin that feeds off failure....which failure should be a stepping stoneto reverse what we have done in the past and learn from that mistake and make us do the right thing for ourselves and God and the loved ones around us.....All I know it I want to become a nurse and I shouldn't let economy,my negative words, or any failure get in my way of doing what I would love and I think would be very good at.......................................................................:)