Today I just feel down...

[BusyBeesmom]

I have been feeling down for the last few days. My DH started a new job, its a temp job and we don't know how long it will last but I am so thankful he has it. The kids are driving me crazy and I feel like I am just stuck. Its been raining so we can't even get out of the house and with all of the illness going around our area I don't want to take the kids out to the store. I am just tired I guess, to top things off my friends all seem to have decided to ignore me all at once, even though they don't know eachother! I call one friend, we usually talk daily, this week she hasn't even returned one call and the one time I did get her she made an excuse to get off the phone. I email friends and call friends and they don't have time to even respond with a hi! or anything. My own brother who I am close to that lives in another state doesn't have time to call me or email me. My sisters don't either, I just feel like no one likes me or wants to be around me. I don't know why, I am usually a very happy person and I don't ask people to watch my kids or anything, I even asked one sister to lunch, no kids, just us and she said she couldn't do it she had to wash her hair! I didn't think people used that excuse anymore! Anyway I am just DOWN today it has all finally gotten to me I guess.