9/17/09

[Luckybear05]

And so i sit here scared shit less after coming back from the doc earlier. I think it just hit me that I may have been pg all this time only had a tubal. Anyway thats what the doc suspects or it may be cancer on my left side. I have had three periods this month and the pain is horrid. like labor pains. Im going in monday morning for a DNC and with that they are going to look at everything to find out if its something more and if it is i could have to have a hysterectomy. OMG. I had my tubes tied in Feb 08 after Chloe` was born because i was happy with my three children but always thought if i ever wanted another one i could with help have one. Now im hearing that could be taken away from me. Its like so shocking and hurtful. Im only 29. My mom was 32 when she had hers done because of cancer. 

Im worried and scared. 

please wish me safe on monday. 

[arkmomma06]

Sep. 17, 2009 at 11:25 PM

Hope everything goes well Monday!

[BashfulButtrfly]

Sep. 18, 2009 at 1:54 AM

Praying for you, Hope everything is ok.

[Lb128f]

Sep. 18, 2009 at 11:47 PM

Saying a prayer for you!