my mom is driving me ccccccccrrrrraaaaaaazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy!!

[iluvmybabe]

he's been gone for a while now..i guess since about the 8th..it's been difficult but i'm relieved at the same time. my life has gone downhill since the breakup. and i thought it was gonna be sooooo much better. yeah right! i still have no job, no money, my car is gonna last i duuno how much longer, and i just feel like shit. i just hope this gets better soon cuz i don't know how much longer i can hang on.

the big problem is that me and my daughter are living in my mom's house b/c my ex and i were renting it (she doesnt live here). well, now i  can't pay the bills since i am not working (got laid off sept. 27th) and she wants to sell the house. which means i will have to move in with her and my step-dad. me and her DO NOT get along. a whole day together is just too much for me so i know it won't work. she is so controlling and likes to spoil my daughter and thinks it's ok. she's also very critical of me and nosey. i feel like im 10 or something.

so, if i get a job i can pretty much continue living here, just me and my daughter. but i havent had much luck with that yet. the best thing for me to do when i'm around her is to just keep my mouth shut cuz i tend to pop off at the mouth and she knows how to push my buttons. then we get into a huge argument. so whats the point of being around each other? i genuinely think that we don't like each other. it's so frustrating. she emails me like 5 times a day with questions like

"how did gabrielle sleep"?

"did u lock the doors"?

"have u talked to donel (my ex)"?

"what are u doing today"?

 

OMG! so annoying. well, i just needed to rant cuz i've been with her all day and i'm about to explode.

 

[Myanas_mommy]

Sep. 29, 2009 at 1:04 PM

Hahahahaha did you borrow my mother?? sounds about right.. the upside of my mom is I save a ton of money!! She loves to shop so she shops for both Myana and me... I had to leave their house for the same reasons you mentioned.