I am done with life right now!

[stacyemmy]

Sooo..today I went into work to find out about light duty that they've said they'd put me on for over a month now! I work 3rd shift so I had to come in on 1st to talk to people. Anyways..their not going to put me on light duty anymore! WTH? Why did they say they would? Ok well I was half expecting that since they've taken so long ya know. Well when I worked Sunday night this woman apparently had explosive diareah on 2nd shift and it got all behind the toilet and under the sink. Well the nurse told the 2nd shift aide to cover it up and leave it for housekeeping in the am. So I was told about it and of course I left it. I'm not getting down behind the toilet to clean it up!!! Well they tried to write me up saying I left it there. Uh no it was left there by 2nd shift not me. So now they have to investigate to find out what actually happened. Well I will take a write up as long as the nurse and 2nd shift aide gets wrote up too..its fair that way!

Well now my dd is being all whiny and crap. I have no patience today I feel like shit (crampy and junk). So df came by and put gas in my car. Well I was trying to hint that he should take her with him, well he just leaves when I go into the kitchen..doesn't say bye or anything! I am just so frustrated! Now I see (sprint family locator) he is at a friend's house or hell his friend may not even be there, he's prolly fuckin his friend's girl...ok prolly not but it pisses me off. I have to work tonight maybe I want to sleep all day so I can have some energy for tonight! I swear to god I would quit my job right away if I didn't need the money! But you know he could get a job so I wouldn't be under so much stress trying to figure out how I'm going to get the rest of the baby's stuff when all my cash is going to bills!

[robinlynncoop65]

Sep. 22, 2009 at 6:46 PM

Girl you need a me day real bad!  I have had similar days and they seem to come in three's.  My advise if quit hinting at the bf.  If he is your little one's dad then he has to take some responsibility. Mark a date on the calender.  Make plans for something fun for you, even if you spend all day at the local library.  Get the heck out of the four walls of work and home. TELL everyone that you will not be available unless a true disaster occurs.   Let your mom or best friend know where you will be so they can find you if you are needed.    Get out of the four walls of work, and the four walls you call home.   Do something where they don't call you mom or give you a long list of things today.  One days makes a difference.  Heck 5 hours makes a difference.    Don't do this often but make sure you do for yourself at least once a year.   It's a day to look forward to just like a vacation.