alright just a vent...

[mamakristena210]

OK so tonight is my first night alone since chris left for boot camp. I am having a hard time tonight. My sister moved in with me when he left to be a live in nanny. And she didnt have her son tonight so went to a friends for the night and i figured after 4 weeks of him being gone i wouldnt feel this way. But i just wanna cry. I feel so lonely... I feel like part of me is missing. It is so hard to not be able to just talk to him whenever i want. I am so glad he is out of boot camp in 3 weeks. I miss him terribly and so does my daughter. We have gotten to talk to him once on the phone. But i wish it was more. I feel like part of me is dead. I miss my best friend. Through out all this i have noticed who my real friends are. ppl i thought were my best friends have proved how louzy they are... i feel very alone. I just needed to vent

[amanda62382]

Sep. 24, 2009 at 3:37 PM

I am so sorry to hear about this. I could not imagine how you are feeling. I would be just as lost as you seem to be. Just keep in mind that its only temporary. Thinking of you and your lil girl!

[Lindz]

Sep. 24, 2009 at 11:29 PM

Smile mama It wont be too long till hes home right? you can make it :)

[mamakristena210]

Sep. 25, 2009 at 12:12 AM

thanks girls. I am tryin to keep head up just guess need lil more support. my sis is in her own world. my friends mostly showed tru colors. guess i just need new better ones right ;)

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[nursesurf05]

Oct. 24, 2009 at 12:39 AM

yeah i lost i had friends i ve had since i was 14  e so pathetic and lazy. not a call. my hubby was gone a yr. i moved back home to get help. i had my own place and all, and not one knock at the da^& door. Im beyond hurt and angry. i hate to say it but they are all sucky loosers they dont even have legit lives. i need real friends who know real life! so bummed. i fell ya sweetie. if you ever wanna chat let me know. big hugs