Go into my mind for a minute, it is open for you..........

[Godstar]

For those of you that wonder what I have been up to, I recently became one of the unemployed, and I am able, available, and actively searching for work daily as the automated system instructs me.  I am entering into another dimension of my life, and though the transition is not easy, it is welcomed.  During this time, I plan to pursue my dreams and change my reality into what destiny has waiting.

Lately my dreams have been weirder than usual, and it is amusing because I thought I was already to the peak of my imagination.  Clearly there is so much more for me to tap into, and share with the world.  My dreams are vivid and clear, I feel as though it is real.  When I wake up I remember everything in great detail, my heart is pounding, and I grab my notebook to jot down what I experienced. 

After a busy morning of answering classifieds, interviewing, and faxing resumes, I arrived at my house around noon, ate lunch, and fell asleep.  I started to dream right away.  I was driving down a busy road in a strange city at night.  I know that I am going to the Hospital to see a baby in NICU, because I started to think of him.  Not knowing the way, I pulled over in the parking lot of a shopping center and called my mother on the phone.  She answered, and I said, "Momma the baby is at Koshner Hospital, and he is all alone except for his nurses.  I must get there to hold his hand!"  She said, "Hold on let me Google the directions, Tonisha how do you spell the name of the Hospital."  I said, "K-O-S-H-N-E-R". 

I have never heard of this hospital before this dream, and it is obviously nowhere near my hometown.  She told me the directions, and the next second I was at the hospital.  Walking down the hall, I felt like I should not be there, it was extremely late and quiet.  I walked straight into the room with the baby without being noticed, placed my finger in his little hand and smiled.  I did not know this child or his parents, but I felt this deep love for him, and it broke my heart to see him like that.  My mother called me, she asked if I had made it to the baby, and I said yes, she then told me that her and my grandmother where on their way there to stay with him the night, and I could go ahead and go home to my children. 

I was back in my van driving down the road, when I saw a church with a sign that said Revival 24/7.  I pulled over, and walked into the huge building.  It reminded me of the local Abundant Life Worship Center, which has over 2,000 members.  However, the atmosphere was tranquil, and the pulpit was completely bare.  There were no pictures on the walls, no candles, and not any statues or crosses.  The pews were filled with people of all ages and races, mixed together as family without belonging physically.  Everyone was singing, and praying according to their own purpose.  I remember thinking that this service is unlike any other service I have ever seen.

There are people on the other side who believed in God, but they were trapped in sin before dying.  How do I know this, you ask.  Because I just saw my mother's friend mother who died three years ago while I napped, she was an alcoholic with a horrible foul mouth, who believed in God, but did not serve him while she lived.

I walked down the long church aisle as people sang and worshipped God, searching for a seat.  Once to the centered middle row, I heard a lady I have never seen before, she was a dark skinned black woman, sickly looking.  She looked at me with cold eyes and said, "Do not come any closer to me, because I am not ready to die".  I thought nothing of it, and went down her row to take my seat. 

Just when I was about to sit down, I heard the familiar voice of my mother's friend who died three years ago.  She said, "Girl it is about time I get to see you, you do remember me, right?"  I said, "Yes, you are Nedra's mother".  Both of her legs were amputated when she died, and I looked down at her feet, she was all there, she was just a clapping to the beat from the worship service.  She had this radiant glow to her face, and her hair looked like she had just took out the rollers from a tight set without loosing the curls.  Without speaking I knew that she had been there in the service since her crossing over.  Some of the other people were close to crossing over, and others had been there for almost forever it seemed.  She said, "I need to tell you something".  My phone rang it was my husband, and I woke up to write down what had just happened.  My heart tells me that she is worried about her daughter who was just arrested, but I am not comfortable about telling Nedra that I just seen her mother.  My mother would be pissed if I did so...

Last week I had a dream, and I cannot shake the memory of what I saw.  It started with me waking up after a great storm, and I opened my front door to look outside.  My house was the only house on the street that remained, and as far as my eyes could see there was water appearing as the ocean everywhere.  I screamed for my children, and we all stood at the door watching the waves wash up on my doorstep.  I said, "This is the Gulf of Mexico".  My son said, "Momma look!  What is that black thing jumping towards us?"  I said, "Oh my, that is a Great Whale.  He looks like he is coming straight at us."  I felt panicky, but I could not move.  The whale came up to my feet, and started to speak.  My children started running around the living room, laughing, and they shouted over and over again, "THE WHALE CAN TALK!"

Suddenly visions started to flow through my mind, and I saw the face of God.  He then showed me a slide show of the Earth and all of its glory, the images flashed as He told me the meaning behind what I saw.  The clouds in the sky began to fall down to the Earth and the whale said, "Tonisha the people will soon come to you for guidance, so get ready for the Revolution".  Just then I saw a ship approaching me, and the people shouted, "SET THE PRISONERS FREE!"  My family, and I got on the ship, everyone got quiet as I said before waking up, "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised," Luke 4:18

 

 

[KellyGirl_TX]

Oct. 8, 2009 at 11:43 PM

I don't have dreams at all and haven't in years. I'm envious in a way, in a good way and only because I wish I did have dreams.