i feel unwanted.. n he disagrees

[kittenripmaygo]

my soon to be ex and i are almost together for a year.. n we had our son on september 10th..

he moved in with  my parents shortly after nathan was born.. and as 2 weeks passed he left the baby with a wet diaper, fed him expired formula, and i had to tell him to get the baby when i'm running on empty and he complains he's tired when all he did was watch tv and sat on the computer not helping me at all with his son..

so we kicked him out... i get on his myspace and finds that 4 fucking days after our son is born, he was talking to a girl telling her he likes her and wished he could be friends with benefits with her but couldn't cause he's with me.. [doesn't that sound a bit obligated?] n to find out she likes him too and told him last sunday she'll be home alone.. guess what?? yup.. he spent the night there.. and I got on his ass about it and he's trying to tell me she's nothing to him and that she wasn't alone.. sure...

then he tells me that at times he wished our son was never born cause we have too much problems now x[ that hurts so bad.

I feel like I'm just some dirt he can blow away and tells me i'm not, that he loves me very much.. but I can't see myself with him if he does this shit

[Anouck]

Sep. 30, 2009 at 1:09 PM

Ummm...he CHEATED on you, only DAYS after your son was born! I'm sorry, but he sounds like a total dirtbag. Throw him out, you don't need somebody like that in your life. And neither does your son.

[kittenripmaygo]

Sep. 30, 2009 at 1:12 PM

thats y he's my soon to be ex.. i'm not some girl to be treated like that. i deserve better n my family is helping through this time because they know it hurts me to find all this out

(Original Poster)

[Anouck]

Sep. 30, 2009 at 3:12 PM

I'm really glad you have your family to lean on... Just stay strong and remember, you and your son DO deserve better! He's adorable, by the way... :)

[raemommy]

Oct. 9, 2009 at 3:20 AM

You are a young mom and thats what you have to worry about it is your son and taking care of you both. Your EX is a dirtbag loser and he doesn't deserve you. Your better then that. GL with everything and your baby boy is a little cutie.