I almsot with I didn't have job security

[kozatad]

Maybe it's the depression talking, but some days I wish I had the possibility of getting laid off so I wouldn't have to get out of bed until I got hungry or the baby needed something. I know it's wrong to not be thankful to every higher power there is that I have a secure job in this economy. I feel so guilty when so many people have lost their jobs and would do anything to be employed. I'm kind of half heartedly job searching. I would really like something that pays better and is actually what I went to school for.