Once again...and I'm about at the end of my ropes

[CrystalJanie]

Since Tim and I got our car, Terri hasn't been dropping her son on us like before.  Instead she's been doing it to her mom.  Anyhow, tonight I was getting ready to come and relax with my family and there was someone at the door.  It was her friend dropping him off!!  Now, I didn't have any plans but that's NOT the point...she couldn't take a minute out of her pointless life to call and ask me?!?!  I've had it.  We are going to try and get out of here by Christmas.  It's pathetic.  Lady spends ALL her time at work and NEVER spends time with her son!  I don't understand it!  I hate being away from my kids.  She goes to work at 6:30am and doesn't get home until after he goes to bed.  She's the manager of a bar but COME ON!!  The place won't fall apart if you aren't there.  And I'm sure she's going to come home drunk tonight and that's going to piss me off a thousand times more.  So you can sit at the bar and get wasted while your poor son is living his life without his mother?!?!  It's sad!!!  I just cannot believe how disrespectful and heartless she is.  For a while we were becoming good friends now I can't stand even thinking about her!!  Her mom has had him for like two weeks.  He'll come home and sleep (he didn't even come home last night) but that's about it.  Her mom already rasied three kids and has a slew of medical problems. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!?!  I'm so pissed off.  I'm going to take a shower and eat!!!