M2TandM's Journal

Mummy's Thoughts

Its been a whole year since I held you last my sweetheart, but not 5 minutes since I thought of you last. This past year has gone quickly ~ you now have a baby sister! Madeleine is precious and so very loved; just as you are. I know you are looking down on her and your brother too.  I am greatful to have known you, even if for just 9 weeks. I am thankful for the precious gift I have in Madeleine  - I am so lucky to have her in my life now, along with your big brother. I am quite sure you had a hand in giving me Maddie and making sure she arrived safely. One year on, Molly, I wanted to honour you. This poem was shared with me ...

 

An Angel Never Dies

Don't let them say I wasn't born,

That something stopped my heart

I felt each tender squeeze you gave,

I've loved you from start.

 

Although my body you can't hold,

It doesn't mean I'm gone,

This world was worthy not of me,

God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,

What you are forced to face.

You have my word, I'll fill your arms,

Someday we will embrace.

 

You'll hear that it was "meant to be God doesn't make mistakes,"

But that won't soften your worst blow,

Or make your heart not ache.

I'm watching over all you do,

Another child you'll bear,

Believe me when I say to you,

That I am always there.

 

There will come a time, I promise you

When you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips,

And you'll understand.

Although I've never breathed your air,

Or gazed into your eyes

That doesn't mean I never "was"

An angel never dies.

 

I love you sweetheart. Always will.

Mummy xxxx

Add A Comment

Comments:

mcath...
Oct. 9, 2009 at 8:45 AM

Oh, Soph.  This is the same poem I have to remember Christian.  We read at his little service.  I'm so sad for you today although I'm sure Molly is happy seeing her little sister join her family! Hugs to you!

Message Friend Invite

Ashle...
Oct. 9, 2009 at 9:04 AM

that is beautiful. I have tears running down my face now remembering my lost angel too, I can go along time without even thinking about it, but then my heart still aches when I read something like this, it never really goes away. Hugs today Soph!

Message Friend Invite

M2TandM
Oct. 9, 2009 at 9:37 AM

Thanks guys.

I am so, so gratfeul for the family I do have - but wanted to remember my other little bean today, as she is part of me too.

Message Friend Invite (Original Poster)

eliz24
Oct. 9, 2009 at 11:09 AM

((((HUGS)))

Message Friend Invite

jas_m...
Oct. 9, 2009 at 7:03 PM

((hugs))

Message Friend Invite

Want to leave a comment and join the discussion?

Sign up for CafeMom!

Already a member? Click here to log in

Advertisement