well on friday october 9, 2009 I lost my baby i had  been having trouble in the beginning but when I went to the hospital they said everything was fine just stay off my feet so I did and then I started bleeding a lot more so I finall had to get rude with my doct office and they seen me on friday october the 9 and they sent me to the hospital to get a vaginal ultrasound and then they told me they didnt see a heart beat and I needed to get a d n c done sence I was already bleeding. Its a horrible feeling and I feel even worse becasue I look at my daughter that is almost 2 and I wonder what I did so wrong this time becasue she is so healty and I didnt have any problem with her. but God a plan for everything and im just grateful that he put an amazing man in my life I dont think I would be this okay with out nicholas ( father to the baby) and my lil girl. I just wanted to say thank you for being wonderful and being here for me. and to my angel baby even thow I never got to meet you I love and miss you and I know one of these days well be together again.

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FIB
Oct. 12, 2009 at 1:08 PM

YES YOU WILL SEE AND HOLD YR BABY ONE DAY.  I AM SO THANKFUL YOU ARE NOT BITTER ABOUT THIS!  WE DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT GOD HAS HIS PLAN FOR EVERYONE!

GOD BLESS YOU AND YR. LITTLE FAMILY.   CAROL

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awelling
Oct. 12, 2009 at 2:18 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. You did not do anything wrong sometimes bad things happen for no reason at all.  I have an angel baby myself and think of her everyday, and know one day I will see her in heaven, and you will see yours one day too.

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newmo...
Oct. 13, 2009 at 6:17 AM

I am so sorry for your loss.

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Daylo...
Oct. 13, 2009 at 12:23 PM

thank you ladies for yall kindness i really needed it

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Mommy...
Nov. 10, 2009 at 5:43 PM

I feel the same way you do. I look at my two healthy little girls and wonder what I did wrong even though I know that it wasn't anything I could do to prevent it. Thank you for adding me as a friend. It is nice to know someone who feels like I do.hugs

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