well on friday october 9, 2009 I lost my baby i had been having trouble in the beginning but when I went to the hospital they said everything was fine just stay off my feet so I did and then I started bleeding a lot more so I finall had to get rude with my doct office and they seen me on friday october the 9 and they sent me to the hospital to get a vaginal ultrasound and then they told me they didnt see a heart beat and I needed to get a d n c done sence I was already bleeding. Its a horrible feeling and I feel even worse becasue I look at my daughter that is almost 2 and I wonder what I did so wrong this time becasue she is so healty and I didnt have any problem with her. but God a plan for everything and im just grateful that he put an amazing man in my life I dont think I would be this okay with out nicholas ( father to the baby) and my lil girl. I just wanted to say thank you for being wonderful and being here for me. and to my angel baby even thow I never got to meet you I love and miss you and I know one of these days well be together again.