can someone please snap me out of this?

[caitxrawks]

I'm feeling severely sorry for myself because I had a kid at 20 and got married at 21 and now all I do is sit at home and my entire social life is on the internet and OMG *hyperventilate*

>:(

It gets to me sometimes. I need someone to kick my ass, please. Do it swiftly and very painfully, if you have to. I just can't stop this record player in my head that says "All your old friends think you're a loser. They're out having fun being 21 and you're sitting at home and you can't go anywhere because you're married and you have a child and stretch marks and boobies that point sorta downard at a 45 degree angle and glasses and huge pores and love handles and a hugenormous ass and OMG *hyperventilate*"

Tell me I'm not the only one that flips out over what "could have been".

[KristiS11384]

Oct. 15, 2009 at 11:04 PM

I'm in ALMOST the same boat as you except for the loser view.  I don't see the appeal in he sort of "Fun" my old friends have. Which is basically getting drunk and throwing away their money on a weekly basis.

Granted some nights I think it would be nice to not have kids (Like tonight while I'm battling a migraine and they won't be quiet), but overall they aren't half bad. I just miss my "ME" time.

[caitxrawks]

Oct. 15, 2009 at 11:08 PM

LOL I don't see the appeal in what my friends do either. I've never been a party girl, I blacked out hard on my 21st birthday, that's the hardest partying I've ever done and I don't want to repeat it anytime soon. I just...IIIIII dunno. I miss being able to go to Denny's at 3 in the morning if I want to. Good times. I really took the pre-baby time for granted. Blah!

(Original Poster)

[ta2dirishlass]

Oct. 17, 2009 at 4:49 PM

Stop your sheep's whining. Your life is good yes? Your child is good yes? Your hussssban' luffs you yes? Going to this 'Denny's' at 3 of the morning is not good for you, it costs money and helps grow your, as you say, hugenormous assssssss. Count your blessings and stop your stupid sheep's whining. *cackle cackle cackle*

*Fade to black*

*cue sound of crickets*

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[Krystal.Ingalls]

Oct. 18, 2009 at 6:21 PM

You are definitely not the only one.  I got pregnant at 18, married at 18, and had my son at 19.  Right out of high school pretty much.  I had to drop out of college to take my son to his weekly therapies and everything.  So, my life is prpetty much my son.  His therapists are the only nonfamily members I really talk to anymore.  But, it's worth it for all the little smiles and giggles and silly times.  =D  Cheer up!  You got an awfully cute little girl to call your own.  =)

[RAGUmomof2]

Oct. 29, 2009 at 10:32 PM

cait hunni i'm soooooo there with you!!! i'm so jealous of newly married couples without kids bc they're able to pick up and go anytime, anywhere. i got into a huge fuss about that over fb. this one girl said "you spread your legs you knew what you were doing, you & your husband don't deserve time alone" excuse me WTF bitch?! then another said "aww yea so what if me and my husband get to go out anytime we want. where can you not go that you want to? a bar?" why is it that people think if you want to go somewhere without your child that you want to go to a friggin bar?!? matt and i never got the chance to be that "normal" couple without kids and spend time together. we met and had a child, one that wasn't even his. i miss that. i wished we could have had time for ourselves. instead i'm stuck at home, alone all day, no money to go anywhere, matt's working 15 hrs a day, and 2 kids. my only source of the outside world is my computer. and people that don't have kids don't understand. sometimes i don't want to be a mom anymore. yea i said it. i love being a mom don't get me wrong, but sometimes i just wished i didn't have to be a mom for a week so i could go out and do the things i didn't get to finish.