Things Arent Going Well

[Trinity0820]

 Well my dh and I are expecting a son, who is soon to join his big sister. Maggie is 14 months, and has a virus. Last week and the week before, I was in ohio helping my mom watch my nephew, which then, I was taking care of my nephew and my sick mom. At least maddie wasnt there. Now, my sister and nephew, (the sick one) is down here, and my baby has her first cold. I am due in three months and five days. THEN to top it ALL off, we got a letter in the mail from the dialysis and we have to take dialysis education classes because DH will have to go on it soon.. Which will then lead to a transplant... I'm really scared, and nervous, and am going through the what if I am stuck raising two babies all on my own? Plus Christmas and Thanksgiving are coming and I just feel like poop... Theres no money so Maddie isnt going to get any presents from us, and its soo hard...  My pregnancy is going much differently and I am soo drained. Well, heres my pity post... I guess I just need to get it all out there.

[firenicecream]

Oct. 16, 2009 at 12:40 AM

I'm sorry you're going through so much. Try to take some deep breathes and sigh really loud. It's a temporary fix, lol! Keep your chin up girl. =)

[treystiredmommy]

Oct. 16, 2009 at 1:01 AM

Im sorry to hear all this.  But just remember the advice every mom gets for her childs first and second Christmases.  They are more amused with the boxes.  See if you can nab some boxes and make her a play area.  I bet shell love it most of all.  Hope things get better for you soon.