I made a life changing decision.. I hope this is Gods will!

[Blame_Me76]

Now as many of you know, my DD Ashley was killed by her father. He claimed it was an accident, but years later the truth came out it wasn't. He was NEVER prosicuted, nor charged, only myself, him, my niece, & our DD hear the truth. Having said that, he hasn't seen our DD in 4 yrs, since the day he kidnapped her from my house. I did get her back, & he only took her to Walmart, but that isn't the point. 

   I started relising that maybe I was being like my father, in refusing to let him see her. As a Christain I should TRUST GOD, not man! I have kept her from her father, because I feared something would happen to her! But that just proves I don't TRUST GOD!  So today I wrote him this email:

  

Dear Joseph,

We are going to be in the Pensacols/Al Area on Oct. 30th. I was wondering if you would like to see our daughter? No this IS NOT a joke, I feel as a Christain, that I am to give you this chance. If you would like to see her, I need your number so we can work out the arrangments, & so you can speak to our daughter. I am not going to do anything, I just want Lissa to see her father. Both Rodney & I agreee that this is the right thing to do. I'm sorry for any pain that I have caused you & Christy. Also if Shawn wants to meet up with us to he can, seeing he is her godfather.

Hope to hear from you soon,

Monique

  I honestly hope I have done the right thing, the way Jesus would have me to do. If NOT I trust God to keep my baby safe! No he will not have ANY contact to us, as in addresses, or phone numbers, ect.. But We have his email address, & I am asking as you see for his number. Please pray that this all works out to the Glory of God. Thank you!

Monique