Worst day ever!! UPDATE!!! WORST WEEK EVER!!!

[alimon]

Well my morning started out good but by lunch time it was ruined.... I got Winter's blood tests back and was informed that she will infact need to have the nuculear renal function tests done and kidney function tests also...

Then I let SD21 (Taylor) know that I am sending a package to Cousin Madison for her 1st Birthday. and ask her if she would like to put something in it. She let me know that she didn't have any money so "no". I got very upset at this cause it doesn't take any money to make a card or write a little note... (just to be clear: Madison is DH's dead Brother's adopted child and he has a natural child Troy 20). Well I had also asked Troy the same question and he ignored me. So I poceeded to let her know that I knew how they both felt about Madison. and that I wouldn't tell Tina (Troy's Stepmom and Madison's mom). Taylor tried to tell me that was just my opion and I didn't kow. and I let her know that thier actions spoke louder than words. and she said whatever.

Then later on that day I was talking to My friend who is also Taylor's girlfriend. and she was apologizing for not being able to help me out on friday. ( I needed someone to watch Winter while I was in my doc appt.) and then asked me why I didn't ask Taylor since she was free till about 4. This information was very upseting to me. I let her know that I did ask Taylor and she said she was getting her breaks and rotors done in Ontario and then had to be at work at 3.  And Jamie then let me know that Taylor didn't get them done cause she didn't havethe money.

So after I left Jamie's I asked taylor how her new breaks and rotors were working out. and she said they didn't. And I asked her why she lied to me on friday. Then she started to lie to me some more saying that she went down there and the price changed so she didn't get them done. I let her know that I knew she didn't go. and she got mad at me. I then told her she didn't have to worry about getting her story straight anymore and I would never ask anything of her again. and I am know just the bill collector so don't be late. She then started to be a smartass and asked if aunt flow was in town. I told her that I am done having her blow smoke up my ass that she cares about Winter and myself. and that she wins I am done trying to be in her life.  then she says " whatever you want to think. as soon as i CAN'T do something for you its my fault and all of a sudden i'm blowing smoke. Ok. Then I quit trying." Then she called her dad and told him I was being mean. and hee texted her back and let her know about winter. and she never responded.

Then James and I started fighting about how I can't give up on taylor cause she is his child. and i let him know that she isn't my child and as a step I didn't have to care about her. But I do. I am just tired of all her lies and never careing about anyone other than herself. She never wants to see Winter unless she wants something. Her actions have spoken louder than her words for some time now and I can't do it anymore..

I have prayed for some guidance on my feelings about Taylor and also praying that oneday she will want her sister in her life.

 

I was looking a James's phone and saw that Taylor asked James on Monday in a text "Is amber on her rag?" and he replied "Winter has to have a Nuculer renal function test on Monday." and Taylor didn't even respond!!! Hasn't once ask her dad how her little sister is and if she is going to be ok!! or how his is holding up... This just pisses me off and helps to support my opion that she doesn't care for her little baby sister Winter... it also saddens me to know that i was right..