they're hurting me and they can't see it

[bdgirl]

I just want to get out of this life I am living here. I am so disappointed and dis-hearted by my family. I don't want my two little ones to think that this is the norm b/c it's not. I just want the crap that they are doing out of my life and theirs. I am angry at my husband b/c he knew I had a problem with it so he kept it hidden from me until after we married. If I had known up front, I would never have continued with the relationship. How can I tell my older kids not to do it when I am married to a person that is doing it. I am so torn up inside watching my kids hurting themselves and they think it's fine and there is nothing wrong in doing it.

[NannyB.]

Oct. 20, 2009 at 4:54 PM

I don't know what they are doing, but it sounds like you should seek some help for all of you. 

[kkbird]

Oct. 20, 2009 at 4:58 PM

Again , its hard to know exactly what you are talking about but I am sure that there is some type of help out there, police, human resources, child protection, protection orders for you, ...I am just not sure what the situation is.... I am sorry.  Good Luck though doll...