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Just General thoughts.

  I watched my neighbor's 6 month old baby girl yesterday for about 2 hours so she could go to a doctor appointment. You know that old saying that a mother never forgets right? Well my youngest is two and my other is four. We are not having anymore kids. ( yay )  I was so lost with this baby!!! She was teething and had fever and the normal teething stuff but i just wasn't getting it. Is it because i dont deal with small babies anymore?  I didnt like that feeling. It makes me feel old. My birthday is on the 4th of November. Im turning 24. Why am i so emotional!? Its creepy! I find myself not sleeping as well either. Maybe its because that time in my life is over now and my children are now school aged toddlers and we have to just move on.  How do you do that? Move on? My son is in pre school. My daughter will be next.  CRAP!! What a wake up call right? Having Rebecca ( the baby ) over yesterday has really made me feel old i guess has woken me up.

Has anyone else ever felt this way? Im worried and if feel panicy abuout EVERYTHING latly. Whats wrong with me?? 

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kkbird
Oct. 23, 2009 at 8:40 AM

OLD????? at 24.....Girl....... LOL    nah ..... But I do know the feeling.  atleast your not 37 with a 5yr old and a 3 yr old.   I am!!!!! LOL so I know the feeling all tooooo well.   Just sit back and relax, cherish these moments they will be gone before ya know it.

Its natural to feel over whelmed at times.  take care,

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