When i met my HB

[parisonmom]

Here it is i met him through my sister. We wasn't going to be in a relationship, i got kicked out and he didn't have food. I had $200 in my bank account so i got him food for his daughters. Then that is when i got kicked out so he told me i can stay with him i just have to pay something, so that is what i did.

His daughter hit me so i defended myself and then left i had a motel money so i was walking to get the motel and he came and got me and took me over there and he said i will be back. I told him no need i will be moving out. But he came back, That is when he wanted to get into my pants i told him no. That is when he started to date.

 

Ever sense then his daughter hated me but i didn't really care. I guess you can say i am a "i don't care" girl. If you want to judge me go ahead because you shouldn't judge a book by its cover because i am a "i don't care" type a girl.

 

So, on June 3rd i left him because he was abusing me. I went to Bakersfield California to live with my sister, I found out i was pregnant by a pregnancy test on July 18 2008. I was shocked and excited, so i called my mom and told her but i said by another guy. I know i shouldn't of said that but i wanted to tell the father myself. So i got the courage and called and told him. He asked me, why did i say the baby was by a guy down in California? I told him because i wanted to tell you myself. Well, my for sonogram was July 18 2008 and my son was moving around. Well hb convinced me to come back to Kansas. So i did.

Big mistake, anyways on September 3rd 2008 we got married. I thought he was the love of my life, but i was wrong. I got married to him because i loved him and fell in love when i seen him not because i was pregnant because i loved him for him and not what people want him to be.

Ever sense then my life is so so miserable but i will fix it if he just stops with his bullshit. I hate the way he treats me i know i deserve what i get because i am with him but he is my Husband and i dont really belive in divorces i just want this to work out.

[kkbird]

Oct. 24, 2009 at 6:26 PM

If he is hitting you, and his daughter has hit u before...thats not a good environment for a child to be around. It's not gonna stop and its going to move on to the others if it hasnt already.  You don't like how he treats you and abuses you but do you really think he will stop???/  I don't.  I cant tell you what you dont want to hear BUT NOTHING IS WORTH GETTING HIT & ABUSED FOR.  He could one day hurt/kill u and u'r child. good luck to ya.  Talk to u'r mom or sister about it and see what they say... take care