FP: Its not time

[Cierrasmom1700]

Dan's POV

Serena and I have had the most amazing two weeks. As I look at her in the bed I find it so hard not to smile about the other day when she sat on the couch reading to Landon and then sang him to sleep. Or when we cooked dinner together and she cried when she burnt the salmon. I laughed so hard that she threw the bread at me. 

My times with her are always fun and happy. I had planned to ask her today if she would marry me. But, in the blink of an eye my world was flipped upside down. Now, the love of my life, is laying in this room fighting to save her unborn baby. This isn't the right time to do anything except love her and be there for her.

The healer says the baby is trying to come, but like Landon her pregnancy progressed quickly. So even if he comes early he will have a good chance.

I try to keep telling S that her baby is like her and will be a fighter. She smiles but she doesn't believe me. She blames herself for this. I wish I could make her see its not her, she hasn't done anything wrong.

Seeing her laying in bed, knowing there is nothing I can do. This is the most painful thing I have ever been through. I need to call everyone, but what do I say? I will find a way to do it, she needs as much support as she can get.

I glanced at her sweet face, even sleeping she is beautiul. I walk over and kiss her forehead. I grabbed my phone. I needed to call everyone. I looked at my angel one more time before I headed outside. I need to make some very rough phone calls.