A childhood that was supossed to be filled with happy memories,
now lay still as an infant corpse,
and what should have been a loving home, instead was a brutal war zone.
you`ve hurt me in ways I cannot begin to describe.
phisically, mentally, and deep inside.
you`ve humiliated me in public, degraded me for the world to see,
expression was never an option.
In front of you, I could never be me.
A whore, a Bitch, a Slut.
A title you gave me to wear,
A worthless peice of Shit,
these things an innocent should never have to bear.
you strangeled my dreams, then slowly murdered my soul.
Till I was nothing more than a zombie, wandering in my own dead cold world.
you forced me to wear a mask, not to let anybody in
I was hurt once before, I promise never to be hurt again.
But now my tears have dried to dust.
My hardened heart begins to melt
now, for so many years, I`ve been alone
Hiding from my pain, hiding from myself.