Dear God,

[willngingersmom]

    Today I got a lot of progress on 2 possible jobs. The Dept of Corrections accepted my background and scheduled my physical for December. And you know that will be to late, so thank you for giving me the direction to go to the job fair, that I really wasn't sure about. I got an interview on the spot and I get to go in tomorrow morning to take a typing test, so please help me sleep. Please guide my words tomorrow so I can get this job, you know how hard I've tried and how badly my family needs this. I don't really want to be a prison guard, I don't think I am a strong enough person but I will follow through for my kids. This other job I think I can do with some training. Please let me get this job, and please let my kids stay under this roof. If I cant pay rent I don't know what will happen to us. The nearest shelter is too far from Will's school, and I want him to keep his new friends. Its hard for him, and he's a good kid. Please speed the process of Josh's paperwork, I don't know who's desk it is sitting on, but please make them at least look at it and consider signing it so our lives aren't just dangling by some one's fingers. We have tried so hard, and I know its not my fault, and I will try not to blame myself for the situation, much ;) We are good people, and we love each other. Josh thinks you are telling him you want him to be a soldier, if that is the case, please help him getting back in. I was angry with this test you gave us before, but I see the strength Josh and I have grown in these passed 7 months. Thank you for our health in these hard times, and thank you for our love that holds us together.

Talk to you tomorrow. Good Night.