ive been thinking...

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having children makes life a lot more complicated...i cant go out with friends, or make any friends for that matter because i cant get out of the house half the time....i dont drive and even if i did my fiance and i only have one car and he takes it to work every day so guess where i am all day  every  day, yeah, stuck in my house. dont get me wrong i totally love my son and wouldnt ever change my decision to have him but sometimes i just wanna scream being couped up all the time....i just dont know what i can really do there really isnt anywhere for me to go that i can walk to...it's horribly depressing. i just wish i had someone to talk to and hang out with that you know...could actually talk back.

Tags: depressed, lonely, parenting, kids

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[JHall]

Oct. 30, 2009 at 8:23 AM

Been there and it sucks!!  Really bad.  Most of my friends that have kids have moved away or out of state so neither me nor my daughter have people to talk to.  Having only one car makes things more sucky cause you can't even go to the store if you really need something .  Where we live now I kinda wish no one was around cause the neighbor girl  which is also the landlords daughter is over everyday 3 and 4 times a day wanting to play with my 4 yo and this girl can not take no for an answer sometimes even hanging around our front porch waiting to ask again ( She's been cought doing that )  She's a nice girl but my daughter is 4 and this girl is 10 and can't for the life of me figure out why she wants to play with someone so young.  To make matters worse this girl is done with my kid after 30 mins??  She's kinda on the annoying side.  Being stuck with no way to leave and no one to talk to really sucks