I'm tired of being here!! Major vent!!

[zackaroosmom]

 I'm tired of having to live with my inlaws. I'm tired of their nasty fucking house. I'm tired of their dogs peeing and pooping on everything. They have a doggy door and do they use the damn thing? NO! My kids do to get outside!! I'm tired of crap being left out by my inlaws just for me to have to take it away from my kids. I'm tired of my mil letting my kids do whatever they want. I'm tired of my mil bitching because they are so far behind in bills but yet when they get money she goes and blows it. I'm tired of cleaning this gross house just for it to be dirty again. I'm tired of having to be here. I'm tired of not being on our own anymore. I want to get out of here. I hate it here. When we leave I don't want to come back for a long time. I'm tired of my kids not listening to me anymore because my mil lets them get away with things. I'm tired of having to worry about my kids toys being on the floor because the dogs might pee, poop, or chew on them. I'm tired of mil's dog knocking my son down and trying to mount him. I'm sick of this shit. I'm tired of my mil telling us how to raise our kids. I'm tired of my fil telling our kids how horrible they are. My husband is working his ass off trying to help us get out of here, but its just not happening soon enough.  If I trusted my mil at all I would get a job, but there's been times where she'll let the boys just walk out the front door. We let her watch our oldest which is 3 overnight one time. She woke up at some point during the night. She couldn't find our son. Guess where he was...OUTSIDE!!! I'm tired of getting frustrated with our kids because I'm stressed about being here. Right now I'm willing to lose everything we have just to get the hell out of here.

[sati769leigh]

Oct. 30, 2009 at 3:18 PM

honey there has to be a way to get out of thier house. sounds like you guys need to buckle down and figure it out. so very sorry

[Sharpcat]

Oct. 30, 2009 at 6:50 PM

oh, damn, mama. that sounds like a crappy situation to have to be in! hang in there...things WILL get better eventually....keep working to get out of there.