Just venting....

[alimon]

So this weekend was Winter's FIRST Halloween... We shared it with our friends The Cota's. It was so special and great!!! We all dressed up and went Trick-or-Treating and then went home and passed out candy. James, Winter, and I had so much fun. James and I were both disapointed that Taylor didn't even call or text to see what we were doing. We sent an invite to all the family to come join us for Winter's First. My side couldn't come cause they live far away but did call and asked for pictures and let us know that they wished they could have been there. James's side of the family didn't even respond. That was so hurtfull. Ever since Jeff (James's Brother) died its like we don't exsist to his family and we are all thats left of the Limons. James's DD (Taylor), his SIL (Stacy), and his Nephew (Troy) are all on our cell plan and the only time they contact us is if they need something. Like today Stacy (SIL) needed James to fix her computer cause once again she has a virus on it... Troy hardly ever calls. and Taylor only when she needs something from us. It is so sad. And when they do call they are fake (like we don't know cause action don't speak louder than words, right) When Stacy left my office today she was all we should get together and have diner some time. and I let her know we were having Thanksgiving at Our house instead of in San Diego at my mom's and her and Troy were more than welcome to come.. Of course she had an excuss like always when we ask her to do something with us..

 Jeff's girlfriend (Tina) had Jeff's child (Madison) just after he died and she calls and wants us in thier lives but lives in AZ. And we talk and send pictures and stuff to each other all the time! and we are going there for new years this year... I love her.... She wants us in her life and thats special to me...

Ok so with SD.. she needs to a least contact her dad and find out how he's doing and ask about her sister.. but that is way too much to ask of her.... So what if I am not speaking to her.. thats what cell phones are for... she makes me so mad that she doesn't care about her sister.. What am i supposed to tell her when she gets older and starts to notice the lack of Taylor being in pictures and around at all.... I just want to screammm!!!! and i can't tell James how I feel cause then i am attacking his child i his eyes... so here is where i can vent...