I have absolutely no money.

[sweetphoenix529]

I'm freaking out.  Collection agencies are calling me because I'm late on basically all accounts.  I can't afford food, gas, my car.  I haven't paid the utilities.  I can't pay to continue school.  And I work 9 hours a day,  am away from my baby for 11, sometimes 12 hours.  I cannot keep up.  I have $800 going out each month with $600 coming in.. 158 of that  every week goes towards daycare.  The rest goes to bills.  And I've got nothing but negatives in my account.

I don't know what to do anymroe.  I only worked 2 days last week because finally, all of my son's colds hit me, at once, smacked me in the face.  And this week, he has swine flu.  So, since Rusty's used all of his vacation time, I'm the one who has to take off.  But I don't see Rusty's money.  He uses that for rent, diapers and his own bills.  But I'm totally alone- I can't talk to him about my money issues because he shuts me down and says "I can't help you, hun." And walks away.  I can't get help from the state because we make too much, but we're not making anything because we can't work because our child is sick. 

I feel like i'm losing my mind.