Pissy Me LOL

[chela17]

Work has been pretty crazy today. We have a visitor so I got a bunch of text messages from my co-worker last night saying that I need to dress up. Ok. I don't know why it bothered me to read them, but it just did. Maybe because...I never go to work looking like a total bum. Yes, sometimes I won't put on make-up, but I don't need any ;). Or maybe it's because there is a real casual dress code at work and the office supervisor never dresses up when we have visits. Keep in mind that I work for a real small company that only has about 20 employees. This co-worker is gay and is always telling me that I need to show off my boobs and where skanky clothes and stripper shoes all the time, ummm even when I'm with my 2yr old? Yes, ALL THE TIME.

SO...I show up to work today in these loud heels that you can hear echo from the warehouse and I am feeling super embarrassed because I know how the main boss/owner hates the sound of heels. I wore them in the first place because they were the boots I bought for this season and thought it would dress up my cardigan and jeans that I wore today. I can feel the owner looking at me in the corner of his eye every time I get up and walk around. Ughh, then to top it off my supervisor isn't dressed up like always. She is wearing jeans, tennis shoes, and a puma t-shirt. I don't even know why I bother, but anyway that's the rant for the day.

I've been thinking on when I should start writing a book. I mean I really want to start one, especially since I have so many random ideas all the time...Haha and it doesn't help that I don't get a lot of adult interaction so I have a lot of scandalous ideas for a drama based on a true story kinda book. I feel that it also has to do with my personality because I am a true over-analyzer. I really do freak out and think about all the possibilities for any situation. Like when we had the power outage again last week. I grabbed the baby, blankets, food that could've last her for the whole next day, a bunch of toys, and our birth certificates and drove straight to my cousins house who lived 5min away from us LOL. I don't know what I was thinking, but hey guess that's the kinda reaction I get when the winds are making trees break, the power goes out in CALIFORNIA