Not Understanding...

[XperfectmommyX]

I am not understanding something in my life.

Ok so in September I had a miscarriage, and it took me a few weeks to be ok with it.

But I am struggling, still, it still hurts alot.

But what I am not understanding, is that is doesnt bother me to see a pregnant friend or anyone, but when I have friends that I dont see because they live far away post that the are expecting, that breaks my heart, it makes me cry and feel bad.

Dont get me wrong I still have a great relationship with all of them, I talk on the phone with them all the time, but I am surrounded by pregnant women and that doesnt bother me at all, it makes me want to rub their bellies and all that good stuff.

I guess all I can do is pray, that God will get me over this obstacle.

My hubby and I are TTC again, so I am also praying that I can conceive and carry full term.

Tags: pregnancy, ttc, life

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[karanelson13]

Nov. 6, 2009 at 12:09 PM Just hang in there.. Situations like this just take time to heal. Everyone deals in their own ways and this just may be how you are dealing. Hope all goes well and just hang on.

[AlyssaDevonsMom]

Nov. 6, 2009 at 2:41 PM

I cant imagine having to go through this but one of my really good friends just had yet antoher miscarriage, shes had 3 or 4 now, but this time she was either almost in the second trimester, or in it, and they found out her cervix was too thin, so she knows the problem and can have it fixed, but im sure it is still the toughest thing in the world. I just saw her for the first time yesterday and had my 3 week old daughter with me, and she lost it, she feels useless. Hugs and good luck through this hard time, just stay close to family and supportive friends!

[evwsquared]

Nov. 6, 2009 at 5:15 PM

Please join one of the pregnancy loss/miscarriage groups here on CafeMom. You'll find the ears that you need.