Playstation 3 widow every night!!

[Barbiewithabeef]

The reason I feel this way is because my s/o Mike stays up till 4 or 5 in the morning playing on his playstation and talking online with this other woman who lives in California!  Last night I waited for him to come to bed and everytime I woke with a start and looked at the empty space beside me, he was not there!!  I finally fell fast asleep after taking a flexeril about 6 am and woke up just after 2pm and he still was not next to me!!  I got up, turned on the tv, realizing I missed part of the Ravens game against the Bengals.  We usually watch the game together and he never even came down to wake me in time for the game!  So I went upstairs to get myself something to eat and there he shows up at the top of the stairs blocking my way to the kitchen. He had the nerve to ask me if I was ok, and I just looked at him and said, 'like you care, you didn't even come to bed last night, now please move outta my way'.  He made the excuse that he was going to come to bed, but he heard something fall upstairs like someone was trying to break in or something and he had to go check it out.  Turns out it was only our cat Tigger knocking over an old mattress up against a wall.  Well, after that he said he was wide awake so he stayed up and played and downloaded some more games and stuff on his playstation.  And he was also talking to that same woman that had a nerve to call my number asking to speak to my husband!!  Every time I go into the living room to see what he's up to, he stops chatting with her like he is trying to hide something!! Now this is not a one time thing, but happens almost every night.  I shouldn't have to beg him to come to bed just because I want him to.  He should come to bed and stop being sneaky talking with that other woman.  I know what is going on, because it happened to me before in my second marriage and he is now married to the woman whom he cheated with online and lives in Australia.

I have even tried turning off the modem before I go to bed and it still doesn't help because he starts yelling at me that he was busy and that I should have told him that I was turning off the modem.  He knows what he is doing and it is hurting me.  I can't stay in this marriage any longer.

I can't wait to get my disability check in after the hearing.  I am going to look for a place on my own because if I am sleeping alone now and I am supposed to be married, I might as well be single and really have the bed to myself and the whole apartment!