haven't been on in a WHILE!

[kittenripmaygo]

haven't been on because I was too busy with Nathan lol.

but here's the update.

nathan's father, I found out he cheated on me for 10 months after I left him. and now he's claiming nathan isn't his [don't worry, I'll go for child support, but I'm also going for sole custody seeing he wants nothing to do with nathan and I don't want him to grab nathan out of the blues for no reason at all]

he's almost 2 months now [yes I've been away from this site for about 6 weeks] he's getting his 2 month shot and check up on tuesday ;[ pray i won't cry so hysterically

I'm currently DESPERATELY looking for a job lol 158 dollars a month from cash assistance isn't doing much now the clothes are getting bigger as he grows and that my family needs the money to keep up with the house. we all have no jobs ;[

here's some pictures of nathan.. before and after xD

before[newborn]

and NOW

has he NOT gotten cute ;] I love that little boy