The calming of the seas

[sweetiowamommy]

So things are beginning to calm down. I have finally started ovulating and am actually at this very moment beginning my 2 week wait! Lol! I have started seeing the specialist and she has put me on yet another medication. But that's ok. The fact that I CAN ovulate is all I needed to know. If I can ovulate I can have a period. If I can have a period I can get pregnant. Its only a matter of time before I finally get there. I am still holding my head high and looking towards a positive future of more babies and a bigger family. My husband refuses to get his hopes up, which I don't blame him for doing but I try to explain to him that I need him to stay strong around me. I am so close to crashing myself that if I don't have someone strong around me I just wont be able to stay strong myself. My doctor is now worried about cancer and high blood pressure and all of that great stuff that comes along with everything else but I'm not. I know they will fix this and get it under control before anything bad enough like that can happen. They have so much so far, why wouldn't they be able to keep doing stuff. Figures crossed and high hopes for the future. Wish me luck! November 23rd is my day.